pretending

Face to face and heart to heart
We're so close yet so far apart
I close my eyes I look away
That's just because I'm not okay
But I hold on, I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have our happy ending?
Or will we forever only be pretending?
Will we always, always, always be pretending

How long do I fantasize
Make believe that it's still alive
Imagine that I am good enough
And we can choose the ones we love
But I hold on, I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong,

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have our happy ending?
Or will we forever only be pretending?
Will we always, always, always be

Keeping secrets safe
Every move we make
Seems like no ones letting go
And it's such a shame
Cause if you feel the same
How am I supposed to know?

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have our happy ending?
Or will we forever only be pretending?
WIll we always, always, always be pretending?

(Glee Cast - Pretending)


Hope you understand. Xx.

It's been awhile..

Hello Readers! It's been awhile since the last time I posted. I'm so so sorry for the lack of posts because I've been extremely busy these past few months. How are you? I hope you're doing fine while reading this :) Me too, great actually. My life is.. well, I've got a mixed feelings about it hehe.

Bisa dibilang, seneng banget enggak, sedih banget juga enggak, haha toh namanya juga hidup, pasti ada - ada aja deh kejadiannya. If you do realize now, i'm officially a college student atau kalo Bahasa Indonesianya, MAHASISWA. Seneng gak sih? Seneng banget dong. Namanya aja udah Mahasiswa, istilahnya udah tinggilah derajat gw haha kedengarannya kayak orang pinter banget gitu sih hahha. Well so far, gw seneng udah jadi Mahasiswa. Istilahnya sih hidup lo udah bebas. "you're free to do anything you like" they say. FREEDOM. But FREEDOM itself could be both exciting and dangerous. Why? Simple aja, soal kelas. Lo boleh milih sesuka hati lo sesuai konsentrasi yang lo mau, dan lo juga boleh milih mau bolos apa masuk, pokoknya suka - suka lo deh. Tapi gini nih, kalo lo bolos melulu, kapan lulusnya? Dan lagi soal dosen. Mungkin kalo pas masih sekolah, nilai jelek gurunya masih kasih keringanan bahkan kita dikejar-kejar supaya dapet nilai bagus. But when you're in college, lo malah yang harus ngejar-ngejar dosen, dosen sih gak peduli sama kita kyk guru-guru pas kita SMA. Kata mereka kitalah yang sudah dewasa, semua itu tanggung jawab kita lah. Jadi kalo memilih untuk bolos terus, gak ngerjain tugas dan gak bisa ikut UTS dan UAS, siap - siap jadi Mahasiswa Abadi (alias gak lulus - lulus)

Also, I want to share my favorite music this past few weeks. Hope you enjoy it!
XOXO.

Elizabeth Olsen: The New Face of The Olsen Sisters

It's been a very long time since my last post! Please accept my apology since it's been a very busy week for me so i don't have enough time to write a new post (stress level: high). Well i've decided to spare my time to blog again because well, i'm too tired to study and i miss writing a lot.

This year, i've been through some ups and downs but i'm cool with that because that's what life truly means but my most memorable one is ....I'VE GOT ACCEPTED AT MY DREAM UNIVERSITY YAY! Finally oh finally i'm going to get out from the most horrible thing called school and go to college wohoo countdown 4month till i'm officially a college student yay!

Ah yes, a few months ago when i'm about to buy some magazine I saw this girl who's on the cover of a magazine (i forgot but i think it's NYLON or Teen Vogue) i saw this blonde girl and she looks like the Olsen twins but then i thought, oh maybe it's either one of them. Then when i got home i saw her photos again on Tumblr and her name is "Elizabeth Olsen" and i was like Oh so she's the Olsen twins's younger sister? They pretty much look alike and when it comes to fashion, they're really good at it too. So here's some photos i took from tumblr

source: tumblr.com

Is she just GORGEOUS? I bet you're agree as much as I do.

See you on my next post

xoxo

Katy Perry x Jeremy Scott for "ADIDAS is all in" Behind the Scenes shoot

saw pictures of Katy Perry and Jeremy Scott collaborating for Adidas is all in. and i had a feeling about posting it to my blog cause i know this collection will be simply MAGIC.

KATY IS SO STUNNING HERE! LOVE HER FREAKIN' MUCH!!
xoxo

NIKICIO mixte vol. 06 UNTITLED

another surprises from this lovely local designer, Nina Nikicio for her brand NIKICIO with her simple, black and easy to mix and match collection, here comes her newest collection which will be released to the public on the 1st day of Brightspot Market (April 28th 2011). i always love Nikicio's design and the idea about fashion should not be defined by gender or seasons. This new collection which called 'Untitled' will bring you the sensation of future, black, undefined yet beautiful.

this collection is so to die for, i can't hardly wait till it's released! way to go Nikicio!


love,