9.20.2009

the climb

i have a dream and i really want to achieve it. i really wanna be a fashion designer. in my entire life i've been educated by my mom to be an artist, designer and i know why my mom did that. when my mom was young, she want to enter art school but too bad my grandpa and my gradma disagree with that. they thought being a fashion designer is just a waste of energy and money but of course my mom disagree but afraid of fighting back so she was force to enter business faculty. at first when i decided what i wanna be when i'm an adult, i wanna be a doctor just like my grandma and grandpa. my mom's siblings proud of me that i wanna be just like gradma and granpa because no one in the family wants to be just like them but my mom didn't proud at all instead she just make my believes go lower and lower. she said that i'm not born to be a doctor and i cursed her deep down in my heart. but now i realized, she was right. i have good grades in my school but she know i can't survive studying too long eventhough my mom really proud of me setting goal to enter the science class for high school (because the truth i'm a bit embarassed of entering social class because whole of my family were from science class soo i'm doing my best right now!). day by day, i realized how much i love fashion. the way i mixed and match clothes or playing dress up games or dress up my friends outfit or maybe drawing clothes designs when i'm bored at school and now i know that i really have a passion in fashion and i know it will be fun if i become a designer / fashion stylist / clothing line owner.
here's my goal (for fashion) :
1. become the worlds famous fashion designer and fashion stylist
2. enter Lasalle school of the arts - fashion design faculty in singapore (just like my fella sharlene)
3. opens my one fashion line / shop!
4. hopes my creation trend last longer like menswear (because ladies trends change every season instead of men trends change every 5 years)

pray for me everybody! and thanks for my family and friends support! and btw, HAPPY IED EVRYBODY! Mohon maaf lahir dan batin :)
love you guys all!
xoxo

elisha

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